How is it that some of the closest friends of mine have all needed to move away? Not even to a different city, but more like a different state, and most currently: a different country. When I need them the most, throughout my high school years, they can't be here to guild me along. I lost one friend a couple of years ago to Steamboat, Colorado. An extremely beautiful place I've learned, but nothing is the same without her here, not even the area code. Then this year, losing my absolute best friend ever, when she had to move to Canada. It was the worst feeling ever, to see her that very last moment. To this day I'm lucky enough if I can catch her on facebook. Then I'm blessed if I can talk to her via phone, considering the long distance charges are keeping me from her voice. And once this summer is over, I will be losing another friend once she moves off to Minnesota. I know she will be much happier there however, which I guess replaces my anticipation of her move. It just sucks, to have to lose the closest girls to you, and only being able to see them once a year, if even. I honestly thought that I would end up finding others that would end up replacing those girls, but that has yet to occur. Which is only good news, I know. Then it reminds me that they were actually living here with me in Sewer Falls, and it wasn't just me dreaming.