Not Ready

How am I supposed to juggle having time for homework, working, seeing dad, spending time with mom, and also spending time with Scott?


I'm falling apart, and this divorce hasn't even happened yet.

I Need To Find A Hobby

I'm so sick, so tired of wasting my days off of work at home. There's no way I can dance, and so, I need to find a new hobby. It's killing me, there's only so much Facebook and tv I can take.

But I have no idea what to do. Any suggestions?

I thought it'd get easier to say goodbye to him every Sunday when he leaves...

but it's become harder.

"Where'd You Go?"

I wish every Saturday could be as perfect as today.




"I miss you so, seems like it's been forever since you've been gone.



Please come back home."

I Feel Like Such A Good Child

You know it's bad when the one girl that used to refuse to try anything new and focused 100% on school becomes one of the people she used to judge. She told me she just "got bored". Bull shit. I don't know you anymore. You were the one girl I could hang out with when everyone else was getting drunk and high.

Now, you're one of them.

How does that make you feel? So incredibly cool? Are you not bored anymore? Sure, you tell me that you hardly ever do it, but that's what they all told me. I thought you were strong enough to not get into all of that...

Silly me.

All that pain

All that swelling

All the tears

All that money

Led to nothing

But a sore,

Irritated nose.