I can't sleep, I think my stomach is slowly deteriorating. Actually I'm almost certain. Every move I make lying in bed sends me in winces. So I guess I'll just stay still in the fetal position with a heat pad numbing the pain away.
Today was a weird day. Bad weird, so sorry if this post sounds morbid.
Random question that I've been trying to answer today, what would you do if you found out one of your best friends has an eating disorder? Don't tell me to have her "talk to a counselor"...get real they can't do anything. And don't tell me "talk to her parents" either, because that's out of the question. I don't know, I'm at a loss.
It's almost midnight. The first day of semester tests are tomorrow. I can't sleep, although crying also numbs some of the pain away temporarily.
Summer is so close, I can almost taste it...
This post is really scattered tonight. What the hell. Sorry.
I'm going to a picnic tomorrow! That I'm excited for. What else am I excited for? Not having to work for two weeks :) Which means I have Driver's Ed starting next week. At least it's only wasting five days of my life, right?
I need to try and sleep. "Try" being the key word.
Hasta la pasta!
Hey Missy-
ReplyDeletei discovered all of this and it makes me smile...well most of it. i miss you a lot and we really need to reconnect...especially with everything that has been going on lately with everyone. i love you girl and never forget that.
alexia