I don't know what's gotten into me these past few nights. I wish I could just enjoy the present, and not even think about the future.

I guess I'm just trying to brace myself for what's going to happen...in the future. But why do I have to worry so much? It's ruining the present time, I wish I could just live it. But something's stopping me, and I can't figure out what.

I wish I could just fast foward. Wish I could go to the time after college. Skip stupid Driver's Ed that's stressing me out way more than it should. Past junior and senior year without him. Past college. Past all the fights. I wish, God I just wish...